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The Same Mistake II“I'm done pretending,” I say quietly, my voice smoky from the burning liquor, but serious nonetheless. It has the desired effect and you calm down again, allowing me to lead you back to the sofa. We sit, keeping an unspoken distance between us.
“If we're going to do this properly, we need to get rid of that.” You gesture towards the bottle with your toe, and a touch of vengeance seeps through the word 'that'. Evidently you blame that bottle for our original mistake. Though, even after all that's gone wrong since, I still don't think of that first time as an error of judgement. I'm anxious to keep yo The Same Mistake II
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Ziva- I'm not alright 11“Ziva. I thought I told you to work.” Ziva's head snapped up. “Gibbs, you said-” “Today we're ignoring Mossad. Get to work. You know the drill.” She grinned; she'd never been quite so happy to start checking out records, plus she had an extra motivation- she did not want to discover that Mossad had been behind this. Her liaison position would probably be terminated, she would be ashamed, and it would mean her father had been keeping her in the dark- again. For now Gibbs decided not to let her and DiNozzo in on the lead he had- he needed to see if anything else came up, but after about half Ziva- I'm not alright 11
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Ziva- I'm not alright 10Gibbs got in even early than usual – 0600- and sat down at his computer, immediately reviewing the evidence log and background of Ratib. Abby arrived about an hour later and he came down to her lab with her, smiling as she greeted all her machines and then listening as she briefed him on the physical evidence from the crime scene. He fetched her a caf-pow as a thank you, gave her a kiss on the cheek and then headed back up. Something she'd said had awakened a suspicion within him, and he could feel a theory building. But, that theory was definitely going to need some caffeine, so he left to grab coffee. When the elevator doors opened on Ziva- I'm not alright 10
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The Same MistakeStaring down at the phone, I wonder why calling you matters. Why every time I feel a slight thrill but a slight embarrassment that I know all three of your numbers of by heart. Why I feel nervous, anxious of making a fool of myself. It's unlikely, when we both know why I'm calling already. It's always the same. An awkward phone call, as though when we actually have to use our voices we have no chemistry, followed by a night where we prove we excel at expressing ourselves in other ways. I put down the white handset without dialling- these thoughts disgust me. I'm making you sound like some cheap friend with benefits. And something in me The Same Mistake
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The burn.Burn for the end and burn for the rest Single in it's solace, well lit in the mist The burn of the candle in wax that had fell Serenely in motion to land on his chest.
So she reads songs on sheets; Bleeds words with her ink, Thinks twice of her life and the truth it keeps. All the pain of a happy smile So childish and warming and finally real. All of he minds of the free and frail Supposedly hidden, suprisingly jailed.
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Big BlackI take a deep breath And shut my eyes Waiting impatiently For the carnival lights It begins with a sharp *CLICK* As they fold themselves inwards and slide Out and about in a thin chorus. Echoes like raindrops Collapse down the long corridor Following me back And then past the Big Black In a warm sum of air Between trees slanted inwards with menace and grace. I create the shape with my lips The whistling stature Of grandeur at its most grand Hand-holding fingerfolds like chocolate expressions And the sweet taste of honey on goose-pimpled skin. Big Black
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Easter-CHOCOLATE

Wed Apr 15, 2009, 3:29 PM

Mood: Worried
Listening to: Um. hebrew things......
Reading: This
Watching: NCIS-Smoked (Deep Six :XD:)
Playing: Naught.
Eating: Mini eggs
Drinking: I'm thiiirsty.

Quick note- I've been very busy so sorry I haven't looked at your devs yet, I will soon but I'm going away for a few days right now.
SEE YOU ALL SOON
xxx

HAPPY EASTER!
Sooo, if you didn't know I gave up chocolate for lent, and now I'm happy cause I can eat it again!
I haven't posted so much recently, I'll try and do a bit in the next few days.
I just came back from Germany, twas good and das wetter war sehr schon.
Ich will in Deutschland wohnen. Though I'm not sure about their schools. ah well.
And there was this chapel which I played the horn in cause we were staying with the vicar, and the acoustic was really cool!
Haha, and I just had a big fight with my sister cause apparently I shouldn't practice horn three times in one day.. it offends her ears u.u
At least I do now realise that my playing isn't actually as bad as she says it is. That sounds arrogant, but what she says is just juvenile. Anyway, i am quite arrogant

And then when I was practicing she tapped her keyboard as loudly as possible
SOOOOO immature.
makes me look sensible

oh yeah, I might be moving. Can't decide if I want to. I'll just go with whatever happens, eh...
And I love my cat. He lay on his back on my lap today and went to sleep.

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Current Residence: Nowhere. Or two places. Meh.
Interests: MUSIC! FRENCH HORN, VIOLA, PIANO. I also like NCIS, CSI, riding, poems and art.
Favourite movie: One of the Lord of the Rings, not sure which. Or Moulin Rouge.
Favourite band or musician: Simple Plan/Evanescence. Dvorak/Mozart. (don't care if they're dead.)
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Classical
Favourite artist: I don't actually know...
Favourite poet or writer: Stepenie Meyer/J.R.R. Tolkien
Favourite photographer: I don't know.
Favourite style of art: I don't know. *rolls eyes*
Operating System: *shrugs* don't care..
MP3 player of choice: iPod.
Shell of choice: huh? *not good at terms*
Wallpaper of choice: hmm... something ziva-ish.
Skin of choice: I'm bored, not answering all of this. why am i anyway?
Personal Quote: I don't know. though: ziva: 'Mcgee, you look like you've seen a goat.' is a nice

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~Dnangellucky99

Jun 21, 2009, 12:33:53 PM

hey hav u writen the next chapter to ur ziva story????? sry to nag, i am really excited and want to read it, cause u r a super amazing writer!!!

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change can set us free...

~Black-Myst

Jun 22, 2009, 10:13:55 AM

Haha, I like the fact you're nagging! It shows maybe my writing isn't quite that awful! I'll try and write it soon

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Ziva: Do you ever think about soulmates?
Tony: They were on Decca, right? Big hit mid-70s? Sort of a disco thing? Sing a few bars and I'll get it.
Ziva: You'll never get it.
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Tony: Is this side of my head bigger?
Ziva: Yes, but so is the other side.

~Dnangellucky99

Jun 22, 2009, 11:55:24 AM

yah. thnks.

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change can set us free...

=Yellowierd0

Jun 2, 2009, 5:19:15 PM

I can't see your deviation
not at all
I'm going to quietly submit mine and walk away from this computer..
s l o w l y . . .

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_{Flavius: What do you call those?
Spock: I call them ears.
Flavius: Are you trying to be funny?
Spock: Never.}

~Black-Myst

Jun 3, 2009, 9:47:05 AM

Haha, do you wanna read it now?

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Ziva: Do you ever think about soulmates?
Tony: They were on Decca, right? Big hit mid-70s? Sort of a disco thing? Sing a few bars and I'll get it.
Ziva: You'll never get it.
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Tony: Is this side of my head bigger?
Ziva: Yes, but so is the other side.

=Yellowierd0

Jun 3, 2009, 4:59:13 PM

I will, though technically I signed on to see if Roxana replied to my interview questiony things... (my way of making ms sandeman start to like me again.. ah lol..)

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_{Flavius: What do you call those?
Spock: I call them ears.
Flavius: Are you trying to be funny?
Spock: Never.}

*AprilRyn

May 4, 2009, 2:26:45 PM

Thanks for the visit!

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zomg...... wait, what?
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*crazygrlurway

Apr 26, 2009, 1:00:16 PM

Thank you for the comment and the

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