***SPOILER ALERT NCIS 6.25- ALIYAH***
Okay, a) I haven't updated this in AGES.
b) I don't normally do journals about tv.. but Oh. my. god.
I just watched Legend, Semper Fidelis and Aliyah all in a row.. and had a mental breakdown after semper fi, ate a lot of junk food and spent the last twenty minutes shrieking hysterically at the screen, crying a lot and basically semi-losing faith.
The worrying thing is I'm not exaggerating. . . But it was just soo... everything fell apart and Ziva was so unrecognisable. And all the bits with Tony just made me feel SO sorry for him. Rivkin, and ELI are both BASTARDS. I was one of (only?) few people who liked Eli before. Now I've decided he has fun murdering his children and am forced to agree with everyone else...
Also the Ari bit was a revelation, it kinda changed how I see Ziva. It also wasn't very realistic, like if you think back to kill ari...It's weird, cause she likes to be so independent and shit, but really she's just spent her whole life being controlled. And if I was her, I swear I would have given up by now. She has absolutely nothing left...
Oh and the end... This is going to sound really weird, but it upset me less... because it sort of gave me hope that she would a) come back and b) realise who she can and should trust.
Though I'm not sure I want her to come back, everything is so fucked now.
And I'm home alone with not even a cat to hug
Anyway, I'll stop rambling... but... oh dear. I might go and demolish a tub of ice cream.
Love anyone who reads this?

Quick note- I've been very busy so sorry I haven't looked at your devs yet, I will soon but I'm going away for a few days right now.
SEE YOU ALL SOON
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HAPPY EASTER!
Sooo, if you didn't know I gave up chocolate for lent, and now I'm happy cause I can eat it again!
I haven't posted so much recently, I'll try and do a bit in the next few days.
I just came back from Germany, twas good and das wetter war sehr schon.
Ich will in Deutschland wohnen. Though I'm not sure about their schools. ah well.
And there was this chapel which I played the horn in cause we were staying with the vicar, and the acoustic was really cool!
Haha, and I just had a big fight with my sister cause apparently I shouldn't practice horn three times in one day.. it offends her ears u.u
At least I do now realise that my playing isn't actually as bad as she says it is. That sounds arrogant, but what she says is just juvenile. Anyway, i am quite arrogant
And then when I was practicing she tapped her keyboard as loudly as possible
SOOOOO immature.
makes me look sensible
oh yeah, I might be moving. Can't decide if I want to. I'll just go with whatever happens, eh...
And I love my cat. He lay on his back on my lap today and went to sleep.

Ok, i don't have much to say.
Except go listen to Breathe Me by Sia/Stay by Gavin Mikhail.
Okay, the first isn't really a good song but it's emotional and the second is ACTUALLY an amazing song.
And I could do with advice. I have a new teacher for something and I can't stand her so think I should get a new one... but I don't know if it's her or just because I miss my old one so badly. Whenever I think it's fading and I'll be able to just get on with it I find myself almost crying in a lesson, and I nearly always have to go off on my own afterwards to blow off steam. I have got on better with people who've filled in for her but I still don't know if I'm incredibly biased against her, or if I should give it longer. And I feel bad for her because I'm sure she's a nice person and good teacher, I'm just an emotionally unstable idiot.
Sorry. I'm a bit down right now.
But on another note NCIS 5.08 Designated Target was fucking amazing! I won't talk about it cause I know hasn't seen it yet.

Helloo
I'm going away today so i probably won't be on for a week or so.
Sorry for the lack of activity, I've been kinda busy with my birthday and stuff
Teehee just did an audition and now i'm HYPERRR
Farewell

OMG GUYS IT'S 2009 THAT IS LIKE SO EXCITING IT'S LIKE OMG ANOTHER YEAR FOR FRESH STARTS AND [link]... COOKIES?
Yeah.
Well.
New year doesn't mean a lot.
But hey, we're still alive, we haven't died yet (uh, those two kinda stick together, don't they)and there are still cookies sometimes.
However I'm sorry to say the credit crunch is affecting the cookie industry.
Ah, I am too sarcastic sometimes.
There was a point to this.
Happy New?
I might even post some more stuff now..
My life is much the same as ever, quite good at the moment. I'm hyper
AND SEASON 5 STARTS ON FRIDAY!!! WOOOP!!!
SOOOO EXCITED
I think i suffer from NCIS addiction
FOLIE A DEUX IS AMAZING GO BUY IT!
(though i haven't yet actually u.u)
Anyway
LOVE EVERYONE WHO READS THIS
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